life's kinda messed up and somehow it just brings me here. relationship. i doubt i can get into it anymore even though i might need it. but what's the point when it eventually turn out to an heart break again. who's the right one to go with? take the risk now or regret later when u lose the right one? hiya. whatever lurh. dont wanna get involve anymore and think so much about all the nonsense. studies. attachment where? i really duno which direction to proceed. =/ school's starting and i'm left all alone without anyone. all i can do was to tag along with the other clique. hope they would'nt mind. plus, i dont see a point going with the old clique anymore. the link bewteen is broken. work. everyone's leaving. there isnt a point in staying other than for our favourite IC. its never like the same before. just waiting and hanging in there. opportunities kept knocking on my doors. why aren't i grabbing it? friends. i guess without my secondary school clique and work. i cant survive thru this super long holiday. besides that, i'm losing everything in you babe. i wonder if it was a mistake.